Thursday, July 30

bylure.com

oh how i wish i knew

either of them

SO CUTE !

feelings are so fuzzy,

i have feelings for you =

you make me fuzzy.

eeeee.

im in desperate need

to get shipped to korea

PLEASEEE !

HI HUANZORSSS

I MISS YOU

WANNA KISS YOU :D

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

it sucks that after all

this while, i still "care"

for you. it sucks

cause you randomly pop

into my head sometimes,

AND YOU DONT KNOW

HOW I FEEEL.

thanks for breaking

my pueny HEART

go prance around with your

girlfriend now :)

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Sunday, July 26

don't we all want to be perfect?
sometimes or maybe many,
i think about all my imperfections.
how i wish i wouldnt need to care
but i just do
subconsciously.
---
i had a good time at cell
but i couldnt help thinking
about how i am so distant
from god, and i cant hear him
no more.
not because he doesnt say
anything but its just that
i dont want to listen to him.
why do i get so caught up
with myself ? what i want?
what is mine ? but not what
i need and what HE wants.
as kaifeng was driving me home
there was silence, not because
we are awkward-- but we were
too darn tired and speaking
just uses too much energy.

but still i wanted to ask him
why he goes to church
and what he shared with me
touched me, got me thinking
about myself, the wrong reasons
i do go to church for.
basically, there comes a point
where we go: why do i go
to church, im going for the wrong
reasons, i might as well leave.
but its not that,
its about the committment,
the choice you've chosen,
the love you give and receive,
its about god.
so what? i can worship at home,

but kaifeng said that
its also about the fellowship
god may want me to tell
you something and he
may use you to bless me,
because when 2 or 3 are
gathered in his named,
he will indeed be in our
presence :)
are you going to church
laterss ?

for your information:
im still a sane and
happy girl, simply listening
to korean songs the whole
time doesnt mean im outta
my mind and weird
-- its just a change,
a pleasant change :)

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Thursday, July 23

OMG.

in case you didnt know,

i am a huge MC MONG FAN

he is just...

amazing.

sad thing is he reminds

me of somebody -----

but MC mong is so much

hotter. OH CRAP

im so gonna buy his CDEEE !!

IN-DI-AN BOY !

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Tuesday, July 21

OMGOSH KEY

you are killing me !!!

so i was doing my daily

routine of kpoppin

ANDDDDD i saw these

pictures of SHINee

on allkpop, OMO

i almost flipped out

of the school library's chair

I HYPERVENTILATED !

like crazy, and the worst

part was that karina, sara and

huanni wasnt here to do the

same with me.

OMGOSH

they are getting so hot.

THEY ARE BURNING,

MY FREAKIN SCREEN

AHHHHHHH

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Wednesday, July 15

TASTY MURDERRRR !

whee today is a happy day

and tomorrow i shall

hangs withs mumsies.

yumyumtumtums !

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Tuesday, July 14

creds : tavi !

boy does this girl have talent

HAHAHA boy... girl..

okay nevermind

and check out the sweater.

I WANT I WANT I WANT

i can finally say im offically

broke now, $2.23445853

left in my bank account.

shit .

my angbao drawer is just

filled with empty red packets

and even if i get my allowance

i will still spend it,

funny thing-- is that i know

im getting more broke by the

day but im spending more

would like to get a

stinkin job but,

NAHHHHHH

school has been err

AWESOMES cause

it just is, stella i bet you

are regretting not coming to

POLY RIGHT RIGHT !

HAH ! HUO GAI !

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Thursday, July 2

maybe i need more jesus.
maybe im not letting him in
like i should.
thank you chingus for the love

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?

Wednesday, July 1

how can you still cope with

all your stress boy ?

so anws , i found out today

that i topped organisational behaviour

in my class and i m kinda happy ?

considering i topped two so far

good work cheryl :)

but somehow i felt guilty WHY.

i dont know maybe because its

getting so tensed up everybody is

so competitive. poeple around me

make me feel so guilty for it as if i

pretended to not study hard when i did

i didnt study hard lah okay.

im not those idiots who go behind

your backs to study and say

"shit la i havent start yet,

oh no OMO im so dead !"

prolly grace from god la huh.

and i havent been so pissed in a

week in my life, i practically

sweared in my head a million

times today.

i almost said that crazy four letter

word that starts with the F.

yes i almost did. in faact.

maybe i did.

nahhh, thank you lord i didnt.

i hate my new org beh teacher,

some ass who should remian an ass

FOREVERRRRRRRRR.

here is the story:

i wanted to leave class cause

TIME IS UP and he was like

you can leave but know that i am your

teacher now and i can makr you down

for participation BLAHBLAH ...ass

helloooo vlass ended so you cant mark

me down for leaving a class that is

NON-EXISTENT YOU DIMWITT.

so i played taptap on huanni;s itouch

YES im sore i admit it,

but no one knew the position i was in

no one cared. it was a freakin

personal ATTACK by that evil villian

NOT ME NOT MENOT ME

argh, i want so many things now

ipod touch

onew

yesung

eeteuk

jaebeom

go korea. NOW

home is pretty much lacking love

and its heavy on loneliness,

as much as i love to go home

everyday, its somehow a torture now

managed to squeeze in supper with

my mum yesterday and a nice walk

around punggol but she became so tired.

i wished she was more energetic

shit why am i crying.

i wished she was ten years younger

like how she wished she was so

she could have done all that

she wanted so that we could do

everything we wanted together.

so we could walk from wheelock to

cine rather than ngee ann to takashimaya.

life sucks and i hate it that i have to deal with it.

i hate waiting for the bus

i hate it that a million people has my phone

I HATE IT SHIROH SHILOH

i hate it that i am stuck in this rut

study and then die

i want to go korea and live there

forever, watch all my favourite

variety and drama shows shop all

i want bring my mum along and live in

some japan village so she can have fun

too.

i hate that my hot soft yummy bagel

turn to a cold rock.

i want to sleep

i hope i never wake up

to this screwed up place.

ANY BODY WANNA PLAY TENNIS ?