took me a whole rachel ray show
to upload these ... sianz
anyhoo
HAPPY SWEET 16
CAROLINE NEO !
haha today was kinda fun :)
metting up and surprising and stuff
cause i dont know i miss stella and charlotte
and caroline and all like talking to them
makes me feel so much myself i can say
everything and anything especially
to stella- thanks for always listening
soooooo well we talked a hell lot about like
things i cant even remember about but
i had a whale of a time :)
but caroline ruined it cause she knew we were
surprising her AGAIN spoiler haha
then while alking back to the interchange,
was talking to charlotte and stella
and it kinda got me thinking if i really
like DEAD SERIOUSLY wanna go poly ?
i mean i would really miss them if i had gone
and we'd be soooo separated and if we
all headed to CJ we would be friends
forever more ! haha i dont know
so my bus ride home was full of frowns
LITERALLY
and mind was in a whirl.
i prayed and know
there are better plans for me but
its so hard . its so hard.