irony of things ;

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well you didnt say anything at all
why cant it be the same anymore.

EMO ELMO GHIM MOH.
well im turning sixteen soon :) im planning my birthday party-
but is weird that im always the one doing things
brothers cake,mum's dinner appointments, friends party .
appreciated? i dont know .taken for granted?
maybe la. SEE . its always like that
well i went out woth stella to buy
party goodies today talked a whole lot
maybe cause we havent been talking for a while
but it was nice that we can go back to old days again you know ?
im alone at home now and i dont know where everyone else is -
sometimes a feel worthless deep inside,
even though i know im not but things
just hit me to know that sometimes i
dont have anyone to count on or that
i can never share things with mybrother
or mum even when i have a cow full of things to say.
its hard- like no one understands .
someone please text me or something -
talk to me



im doing badly in my chem and physics now
dreadful like simon says
im scared- to think that during my
O's i can just not understand the questions and
fail it . i mean its possible seeinghow
im performing now - LIKE NOW not sec one or two
but now, i hate it when people dont get it

"aiya you did so well in sec2 la can one"
for pete sakes its long gone.
well ..
ciao -