its late well for a school day brandon's turning 21 soon i havent gotten anything party is cancelled and i feel gloomy. well last week was rather....over. went to TCC on saturday for (un)found nice play and everything and i felt everything made sense to me - went for baptism service for sarah's baptism at TCC again and when people started sharing their testimonies i really wanted to cry but everyone was around so i tried to hold it in its amazing how god touched so many people in so many different ways, then i rushed to church saw H.O.T decided to join but felt out of place i dont know i didnt laugh at what they laughed at - just didnt anything. i felt that i was never accountable for i mean no one tells me anything (well in H.O. T la) i never knew anything about anyone of them though i know them for 3 years but felt i knew them just yesterday- it sucks to finally come to realise that, that everything is so superficial . VERY. like hi and bye then oh next sunday meet again but the cycle continues you know ? i didnt really feel happy with them that day ohwells . so then there was service i felt nuah during worship i dont know why but it felt so lively at TCC . yea maybe it was just me - cause when i looked around the "aura" was just i dont know bad ? i mean i know im worshipping god i should put all my heart to it but okay i shouldnt go further. anyhow sermon was good i guess uncle blue was hiarious had fun with sara and mel with BLUUUUD and FATHA HAHA

ABs cell was fun too(abiding branches) i guess its the fellowship la huh . so i waited for brandon to eat dinner slept on the floor at church but i was seated la but it turned out he was going to eat ith his friends so i ate maggi mee and ikea meatballs with brocolli . yums ?

well happy belated love day :)
sumpa !

oh and dinner with barry at gardens was fun :) great FUR END !

FYI im still getting the calculator watch !